I'll remember this day forever,,,

hollaaa earthlings,,,

im listening to u-kiss 0330, awesome song it is,today is not cool AT ALL,not to being emo but i feel betrayed fellas,yaa before you read the whole post, wanna tell u something first, Im not mad anymore, this is what i feel before,and i wont tell all the names, no im not angry now, i just hope u guys understand, please dont be emo like me (before)

okay,,,

I KNOW ITS KARMA AND I GET IT NOW

(before)

i dont know how the whole class know who i like, i dont really care if they know, AS LONG THEY DID NOT SPREAD IT ALL OVER THE WORLD, not awesome yaw,

MARS get into my class and know what?! when he entered my class the WHOLE CLASS was playing shit with me, how come they can say LOUDLY "woaahh puteri,suka laa tu" what the hell man?  F U LAA WEI!!

Mars ask the BOYS who wanna join a trip, just for boys, and then the boys say nobody interested, then   ada sorang mamat ni say "takde takde, haa!! Puteri berminat nak join" seriously aku tak berapa marah laa sangat masa tu tapi boleh pulak dia ulang2 ape yang dia cakap, then budak lain gelak,,, sedih ar an aku diorang buat camtu kat aku, 

 aku takkan menangis kalau korang belasah aku ke pukul aku sekuat mana pun aku tak kesah langsung tau!  tapi tolong laa faham wei aku tak kuat kalau korang buat something yang boleh menyakitkan hati aku , agak arr an, korang ni takde perasaan ke? kalau takde pun fahamlaa perasaan orang lain, cubalaa jadi orang yang pandai simpan rahsia sikit,korang dah buat camni dah berapa kali dah an, almost 5 times setiap kali Mars masuk kelas kita... 

yaa aku tahu salah aku jugak bodoh sangat pergi ulang kesilapan aku tahun lepas, im to naive, believing everybody, because of this aku dah tak percaya sesiapa pun kat dunia nie termasuk kawan yang paling rrrapat ngan aku, now, maybe none of you gonna be my bestfriend, korang dah hancurkan kepercayaan yang aku bagi kat korang, i dont wanna do this but you guys make me, sedih laa, korang tau tak,,, sorry ar aku memang agak kecewa gak ar, orang yang aku kawan pun sedihkan hati aku, kalau orang yang aku suka tu ade depan kita semua, aku rasa korang tak perlu kot nak memekak, aishh aku tak boleh blaa laa...

aku kalau boleh aku nak face to face je dengan orang yang paling buat aku bengang ni, aku maki hamun dia gila2, tapi mama kata, tak payah kita kena cool je, okay i believe my mom yang that advice will be useful,

aku tak tahu laa kenapa kan, tapi because of today, because of you(s), i dont like the guy i like anymore, idont know maybe my feeling will change if Mars talk to me or do something that will make me happy, 

agak bangang laa jugak yang aku suka kat dia, berbeza gilaa kott aku ngan dia, ARGGHHH!!!  hate this feeling dude, kalau masa tu aku ada pisau dah lama aku potong nadi aku :'(

I PROMISE I AM GONNA BE MUCH MORE COOL-ER :D

yaa maybe this word gonna be necessary ,,,

i really am sorry guys,

p/s: sorry if i hurt your feeling, sorry for using foul words :( and i love my friends more than other :')