but no matter what i still respect him for being a gentleman and say it to myself. well at least he wont hurt anymore longer. lol its funny that i shed a tear. Can we be just friends? um i dont think i can act like nothing had ever happen, we might be strangers to each other but i'll try my best fuhhh fighting! Just good luck in your life and hope youre happy with this out off the blue decision. You made your choice, what else can i do? Faking a smile? I made mistakes and im sorry. I really am. but just remember... you left. I know its my fault
Come on lah sapa yang tak sedih kan? my heart is already broken and nothing you do is going to fix them, yeah i did love you once and that is not a mistake i really do love you. But why must i cry over something that already had happen. I love you too much and it breaks my heart when i know all of this is my fault. Forgiven fosho but to be forgotten maybe never. its not easy for me to fall into someone like i fall for you. just please know i love you so much and that was before. Insyaallah i wont fall for you again bcs i know how it going to end. plus my heart is not a game where you can just do anything you want to win. oh hell naaahhh.
We might be complete strangers, and maybe in the middle of somewhere i'll fall for you again but i'll try my hear to not to break my heart and hurt you again. Well i thought maybe im destined with somebody else way better who will understands me and love me just the way i am, and that time i was thinking.... Is there someone better? Wallallahu a'lam
Im sorry if i avoid making eye contact with you and avoid meeting you bcs everytime i saw you all the memories will come back and my bam! mini heart attack
Well at least now i dont have to take care of someone's heart too much and i can be friend with anyone, everyone and hoping not to breaks anyone's hear or even hurt anyone.....
But for now im going to focus on my studies and my school activities and show them that i am SO not weak and show them that they underestimated me. We're gonna see whos laughing then huh?
oh and sorry bcs i dreamt that i punched you in the face ^_^V wont happen one lah. um InsyaAllah okay? but if it reallllly did happen then maybe you deserve it harhar and i bet if i got to hit you even once its gonna feel so good!
and i will treasure all of the memories.
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