Misunderstood

Assalamualaikum :)
Yay for the long weekend and nay for the shits that is going on.


You know that feeling when you actually did nothing wrong and suddenly some idiotic people start to make you feel guilty? Such BOBs (panggilan untuk org yang suka buat kita rasa bersalah) (Matluthfi's youtube)


So let me clear stuff out here. First yes i did had a crush on him but that was looooonnggggggg before i knew he has a girlfriend. When i knew it, i tried like almost every second of the day to stop fall for him. It takes time. He didnt even tell me anything okay. Sorry for not asking him earlier.

You didnt even asked about what had actually happened from the start. Yang kau tahu marah marah marah and keep on going with your attitude of bashing people. And when i said ask, ask about it to my face. if you wanna trash about me the trash it to my face. Dont be such cowards. And please lah... Ask.fm? Really? That is how you make people feel down? Wow very brave. Very super-ultimate-mega-brave ugh


And dont you ever dare say that im a coward for not answering you stupid and mindless question and statement. Not to be rude but all of it were seriously dumb. I made a promise not to answer it. And you people are using weird language dengan typo yg memang ke laut. If you wanna call me with names, please do so to my face. Im not going to payback because that is probably the most immature thing ever. Beat up until you satisfied. Bash me, i dont give a damn. I'll be there for you to cross the line but i guess that will only waste my time.


And gosh stop with being so brave by calling me stuff on ask.fm. You make me sick.


Im sorry about what happened, but i beg you please dont put the blame on me. That is not fair. Being hated by the people who i wanna be friend with is totally the last thing that i want in my life.

You know how much it hurts to know the person you fall for already has somebody in his heart? How much it hurts to stop? How much it hurts to get all the hates for doing something beyond your knowledge? How it hurts more when you cant say shit about it? Im sorry, I really wish i can answer them all. But i cant.


Maybe if youre in my shoe you would try and understand. I can see that youre broken, but stop making me feel guilty. These were misunderstood,Idont know about you. Im just waiting for my tolerance to fade away and all of you to cross the line. If that happens, i will take the blame if you people hate me. Hah funny

I will keep my promise. Sorry if im wrong. You may keep on going to do whatever you want

and btw, when i say sorry it doesnt always have to be my fault. Bye have a great day ahead.