The reason why

I don't wanna make a long wish buuuut you're 16 now! 6/6/14 finally and you've gone through years of different challenges and obstacles. I still remember the first time i met you which was around march and i can see your tears streaming down through your cheeks. I stood there and thought "why would a girl sit alone and cry?". And i realized that you've just gone through a horrible breakup with someone so stupid he doesnt realize that he loss an angel. And when nabel motivated you word by word, i looked through your eyes and i saw hope surrounded by sadness and depression covered by those glossy eyes. A day after that, we met somewhere at hutan bandar and you were just going to buy a drink. you looked at me and smile. i was surprised cause i stared at your eyes for too long and i feel embarrassed so i looked down. We talked so much during april and i still remember the time where you teased me for my eyebags and called me a panda. At first i took it as an insult but i got used to it. then a week before exam, i met you again. which was during hari guru. everytime you talked to anis, i can feel a sense of friendliness and kindness in yourself. i started to end up into a conclusion where you're actually a nice girl trying to survive in a new place. you're innocent and those haters come at you because they dont have what you have. you are beautiful, you are funny, you are kind, you have one of the best smiles yet and i surely can look at your eyes for hours without a word. It was not that close until we hanged out last week and trust me, i was shy as f-. you looked really great at that time and i spend most of my time with you there. i saw everything in you. and i started to fall for you. The way you walk, the way you drink, the way you eat, the way you hold your phone, everything! it wasnt easy to act okay but i was really happy. trust me puteri, i've never seen a girl so perfect in my life. you have haters cause of that. your perfection. Appreciate it cause only 1 in a 1000000 has that. Im sorry for being rude just now, i was stupid and retarded. You may see me as a kid, but im not. i don't understand stupid jokes. i only hangout with guys who are 2 years older than me. but sometimes, my emotions screw me up well. All i wanna say is, Happy Birthday Puteri Nur Ezetty binti Zai. Have a blast. have fun. you're in KL. your hometown. so be happy. once you reach JB, i'll surprise you with a movie date. I love you for who you are. May Allah extends your age and make you peaceful day by day. You've gone through alot. its time to take a day off. "rest" sayang 💕

Thank you really :)